I was 19 the first time I ever did heroin. I have struggled with opiates and alcohol since I was 17, even getting kicked out of two high schools. For most of my adult life, I have been in a 12-step program. This year would have been my 12th year sober. I say "would have been" sober because even though I consider myself sober, some do not: I smoke weed every day. And I have…